Religion makes sense and so does passion but what matters are feelings. Basic feelings of love, fear and anger take on an extravagant or even an imprudent form which then assigns itself to a specific object. Religion, passion for work, relationships are merely things we concocted to define an extremity of those feelings. A point, which may vary from one person to the other, which is at the right hand of a scale. It is merely an extreme form of that same raw feeling. It demands a sense of saturation. Anger that pops up when our beliefs are questioned. When things we based our lives on, when things we trusted our loved ones with are challenged a raw form of that anger comes up. Anger that defines u as a part of a group. Anger that you have no other thing to hold onto but a reinvigorated concoction invented by someone else. (Below stated are thoughts that go through a person's head when I mention my reasons for not believing in god. I don't question their beliefs but having reasons to disbelieve in god seems to challenge them. Most of the words below have been told to me, some are thoughts that loud enough to be heard as they pause for a moment to come up with a reason for their beliefs.)
Anger that someone (someone would be me) with a lesser sense of realism and barely any sense of achievement dares to question my beliefs. I mean how dare he? At least I am not that arrogant to admit that I don't know half of what happened. But more importantly I am a man of the world. I had things to do, I couldn't be bothered with such things when I had some responsibility on your shoulders. This all stems from having a lot of time on one's hands. That's more likely what it is. I mean what else could it be. Sheer arrogance I tell u. I shall prove him wrong. But that thing about challenging religion made a lil bit of sense. No it didn't, it was stupid. God does exist - imagine the arrogance of a person who defies god himself. I mean I did get his point and it was valid too but that doesn't mean god doesn't exist. Neither does that mean that the religious books are wrong. They preach virtue. When did being virtuous go out of fashion?? Philistine !!! But the books couldn't be wrong could they? So I don't see god but I also don't see air. But air can be measured. This is stupid, why am I even thinking about this? I have to go to work...........
